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Life has it's ups and downs, just as any freelancing career. Sales will increase and drop. It's like a Ferris Wheel. - You start at the bottom, you work your way up and then it's downhill again, until you reach the bottom.. And you go round and round. - It's like circle. - A never ending story.
However, you might have heard that all of these things are common and nothing to worry about. Especially as everyone knows that it's how things are in life and during your freelancing career. - But what if, you start to doubt yourself or if you lost motivation. What if you lost focus and what if you've been struggling with other things in life during this time.. - Then there's a huge risk of you standing at the edge of a cliff. - Something as easy as a small puff of wind and you're doomed.
That's how I've been living my life since May 2016. I've been standing at the edge of a cliff, even though I've been trying with everything I've got to turn around. I suffer from panic anxiety and depression ever since my father passed away and these things have left obvious marks. - But alongside with that, I've been struggling with other things in life too.. And I've also been struggling with my freelancing career. - I lost my biggest client a few months back and that was like the last nail in my coffin. - I knew that I would suffer from that, especially in terms of income, but I could never imagine that it would affect me this much. - I probably took things for granted, especially as that specific client and I had been doing work for the last 2+ years or so.
And that's the thing. I started to take things for granted.. But it's easy to do that when things have been fine during such a long time. - But ever since then, I've tried to make things easier, I've tried to get involved with other things and I've tried to gain new clients and expand my business. - I've also spent endless of hours on steemit. - That being said, I've spent so much time and I've also managed to make things easier in terms of money.. - But I've also spent so much time, so it feels like I don't have any time left. - It's a very odd feeling and it's hard to explain.
It's like I've run out of time, even though the same amount of hours still are in place. - But I'm having huge troubles to focus and to keep myself motivated enough during these hours so I accomplish less than I should.. or need. - And that's the biggest problem. - I have to accomplish more than I do right now, and it's easy to say "just do it"... - But I'm like a magician without power.
"?Abracadabra" - and nothing happens.
Oh blue. I feel for you man I really do! You deserve to catch a break and one is due to come to you as well. In times like these, you have to go through moments like that. Moments that make you question everything it is you are doing and plan and aim to do. To step back and look at things from the bigger picture. To decide whether or not to carry on in the same direction, or turn to a new direction. And what can we do but try? What else can we do but fumble around in the dark and try and find our way to the light? We all are in the same boat. We all are trying to find our way. Trying to find our true calling and vocation in life. And we don't live in a world where it's all done for us. Where someone goes out and doesn't come back until they've found something for you. Nobody has someone like that. We all have to find our own way, try and make the best out of what we have. Always try to be grateful and thankful for all that we have and our portion that we were given. And sure, it's easier to say that than it is to do it. It's always easier to give advice than it is to actually use the advice given.
I know it's all good in theory, but in practice it's a different matter altogether. Because we all have those things that motivate and inspire us. That drive us on, to push forward, to keep on pushing forwards. But when a man looses those things, when he has nothing to motivate him, nothing really to work towards, no goals, aspirations and dreams, how can a man carry on carrying on? How can he regain those things back and find purpose and reason in his life?
Just know that you're not alone! Just know that there is support out there for you if you need it. It might not come through family and friends, but there are all sorts of support groups out there you can join, even if just to find a friend or someone else who you can relate to. Even if it's just for someone to speak to to get things off your chest! Sometimes, just saying these things and speaking about them can help massively! I know the times I've felt low and out of touch with things, just telling someone how I felt made things a little easier.
Hey man, if you need that someone to talk to, just to bounce off, vent and steam. Just give me a shout!
Hey, when life gives you lemons, call me and I'll bring the vodka! :)
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I want you to know that you are an inspiration for me :)
You are very dedicated, passionate, extremely hard working and a knowledgeable person!
Sometimes, our life is not going the way we planned to and bad things happen... You know that often, the more we accomplish, the more dissatisfied we become! We demand more and more from us but there is at least 2 problems here: the day is only 24 hours and we are humans!...
Don't give up! The good thing about bad days is that other days are going to be better :D
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Lynne
You suffer from anxiety and depression which is very real and can be debilitating at times. I am so sorry that you lost that big client, I feel for you. That must have really taken you for a knock.
I too find that things come in cycles, One day everything is bright and sunny and quick as lightening suddenly it is storming. Just keep in mind during the storms that no matter what the sun will come out again.
I know exactly what you mean by not having time. I am struggling so much with that myself right now. I can't even come close to finishing everything I need to get done and it is making me tired! Andre you are right, there will be ups and downs in life, You suffer from anxiety and depression which is very real and can be debilitating at times. I am so sorry that you lost that big client, I feel for you. That must have really taken you for a knock. I too find that things come in cycles, One day everything is bright and sunny and quick as lightening suddenly it is storming. Just keep in mind during the storms that no matter what the sun will come out again. I know exactly what you mean by not having time. I am struggling so much with that myself right now. I can't even come close to finishing everything I need to get done and it is making me tired!
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